But yeah, Wasylah (while chatting over Mee Maggi) told me I should write one just for fun.
So here I am!
One lesson that I have (unfortunately) learned over these few years is,
don't care about your friends too much.
I am proud to say that I have made friends with a bunch of trustworthy people,and I really am grateful to them. I swear I will never forget them.
But,there are a few exceptions found in that awesome group.
Hmm, how do I put this in a light manner...
Okay, I do what I can to help these few people
Yet, they don't seem to appreciate my efforts.
If you actually saw what I had to go through, I'm sure you would refer to me as angelic, instead of this limp (& fashionable) monkey. Heh .
It's really not worth my trouble.
I mean, I really try to help my friends.
But after I do..
Sigh.
I'm like a piece of paper,
drenched in your tears .
All your pains,your sorrows, are unloaded onto me.
I bear them all, without a single grudge.
But when you're back to being happy,
you discard me.
Like I was nothing.
And you leave your sorrows and I to disintegrate into nothing,
not even a memory of my kindness is left embedded in your psyche.
That whole paragraph about sums it all up. Lol.
So yeah, from now on, if you're in trouble, sure, I'll help you.
But ,now, I will put myself first.
No such thing as, " Friends before myself" .
Cause , I want to survive,
and I've found out ,
The more you help ,
the more you'll get hurt.
And to this particular person ;
I've always done everything to please your whims .
Even our mutual friend , "K" , told me not to make you angry.
So, I have to make you feel happy, even if I feel like bawling out in tears?
Cause I've been there, but yet , you did nothing to make me feel better.
Ughh, boy, grow up.
I felt played.
So, thanks , eh .
Thanks.
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